December 2011
4 posts
You might not remember much of tonight but I hope you remember me holding you once more.
Merry Christmas everyone.
Why.
Why is it suddenly so difficult for me to show affection to you. I really hate this barrier between us.
Apparently I’m not trying hard enough.
I’m miserably wallowing in self pity with no other outlets to whine at. I’m at a point in my life where it has come to a stand still. Everything is just bland and unexciting. It’s as if the only way if feel again is if you push me off a cliff with no chute.
But now I think I just need to use my ol’ brain more. It’s under utilized now in this lonely place in stuck...